AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
i'm freaking freaking bored to TEARS.
Hghlight(s) of the DAY!!
1. woke up at 10.30. went online.
2. fell asleep again at 11am till 2pm.
3. came online again till now and its 5PM!!
what the freaking heck do i do online?!
i have no idea!
ok i remember myself bloghopping.
then i chatted with whoever came online. gd thing alot of them are usually online because we all have nothing better to do.
yes fen, rui, lippy n kai.
bah.
then i went into friendster.. just stared at the page n came out. friendster's really BORING nowadays.
checked out some available job vacancies.
now here i am. ha!
OH YES while doing all that i nearly BURNED down the house.
cuz i stuffed a huge bowl of campbell's chunky chicken n corn into the microwave without covering the STUPID bowl. n it exploded inside the microwave. like a loud BANG!!! die lar. i spent like 20 whole minutes cleaning out the mess.
oh wow. my life is so exciting. haha. i wanted to watch spidey 2 with zacky but no seats. BAH!
oh yes. but fen did manage to educate me about the beauty of holland online. heheh. eh fen? so cute lar u.
NEVERMIND. i shall comfort myself at the thought of having a dinner date later and work on thurs n fri. yes. WORK, suddenly that seems like a BLESSING.
WORK WORK WORKITY WORK!
| 16:51 Tuesday, June 29, 2004
i'm frightened.
the sights sounds n smells of hospitals scares me.
its only when a very close relative of mine is afflicted with cancer do i realise the importance of health.
the reality of being sick is too hard to handle. imagine chemo, your hair falls out n u're weak n tired all the time. your appetite is gone. the kinds of food you can eat are limited.
THAT scares me. i think i've taken my health for granted.
i eat fried chicken n all things unhealthy excluding the ORH in the ORH LUA (oyster omelette).
i complain i'm fat all the time yet exercising sounds like way too much work. the only time i really exercise is when i go to the pool to tan n swim a few laps. yes, i'm THAT lazy.
*SIGH*
Dearest aunty karen,
you're going to get through all this because we're here for you. my mom n all our relatives are constantly praying for u. continue believing in miracles and have faith to stand on the word. becuase Jesus said: "by his stripes, you are healed"
Amen.
it is hard to see your own mother cry.
harder than i realised it would be.
| 23:57 Saturday, June 26, 2004
have u ever had one of those days where u were.......
1) wearing your oldeest scrunchiest over-sized white polo tee.
2) coupled with that disgusting short denim shorts u dug out from the back of your cupboard.
3) having a horrendously bad hair day where your hair was as limp as whatever.
4) ur plastic glasses was ever (slightly) so lop-sided.
AND....
u meet that mean biatch... that girl from your secondary school that u n your friends hate... ok. dislike, 'cause she was plain EeeEEeVIL. (even to nice small cute furry animals.)
AND....
she sniggered at your mismatched, ugly outfit. pointing you out to her friends.
!@#$%&%*&^%!^%&^#!!)@#$
oh yes, is it sucha crime wearing something like that when going to that nearby ma-ma shop to buy keropok?!
| 21:03
this one was ages ago back in sec school but everything about it is so super cute. so i'm just posting it for fun haha
| 00:38 Thursday, June 24, 2004
this is for you. if you're ever going to read this.
THE REASON
I'm not a perfect person
As many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you
I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
Thats why i need you to hear
I've found a resaon for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is You [x4]
I'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you
I've found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you
----------------------------
even if you're mean.
even if your words hurt.
i take it all in stride.
because i want you to forgive me.
no matter how long it takes.
i'll wait. for you.
| 00:25 Tuesday, June 15, 2004
i love my bali buddies! yes love em!!! fenfen, keigo n isaac. i love em all.
we had a fantastic awesome fantabulous amazing time today!! even if we're now all chao ta again. but it'll never be as bad as bali lar. bali's sun made me so freaking chao ta that i peeled all the way up to my wrists. i look like i had some skin disease that time lar. which was bad. very bad. i had to wear long sleeves for nearly a week.
oh yes.. what we did today! (pardon my sudden burst of bimbotic-ness. fen its all ur fault. heheh.)
1. went to sentosa to tan. it wasnt my idea. i hate getting tanned cuz my tan isnt a very pleasant colour. i look like i'm dirty. arrgh. like some village kid.
2. went to town to shop!! i saw this pair of light beige roxy shorts i so wanna get but *sigh* anyone? please spare some change for Sophia's Shopping Fund. plus its 20% off n in my size.
3. isaac was damn sian cuz all the stores ran out of the pair of globe shoes he wanted to get n fen was like "yes isaac i know how u feel." that woman is one helluva shopping queen. wah lau, she bought another roxy skirt today lar. *pokes fen's ass* i want my shorts.
4. we had good yummy cheap duck rice. i like this part.
5. we went play pool. or rather keigo n isaac wenta play. me n fen just sat there laughing our asses off at some STUPID joke we made up. we laughed for like 2 hours straight. hahaha. (i'm still laughing, fen..) *does L-sign* << inside joke. n we actually won keigo n isaac in the only round we played against them ok. muahaha. we rock. tai ko lar.
i sound damn bimbotic in this entry but heck lar. it was a happy day. n happy days dont come that often.
we balibuddies must plan more outings.. like the many we planned today but it must be fulfilled lar. don't all talk n no action eh! *poke fen, isaac n kei*
my heart goes sha la la la la~ in the morning.....
heheh. it was too happy a day.
heheh.
| 00:52 Wednesday, June 02, 2004
i'm sad. y? cause my good pal handi has left us forever.. never coming back again.
his story is one very much like those we see on those chinese drama serials. i never thought this kinda things would happen in real modern day life but it did.
let me begin his story:
Once Upon A Time, a young boy named handi travelled across the seas from the near-away land of Indonesia. Like many Indonesian kids he came to spore for an education in hopes of a better future. yes of course he was rich but he wanted to become richer u see, hence coming to spore to study. (ok out of point.) but coming from a super traditional family background. he was pretty much restricted. he had to report about all his doings to the patriach of the family. his ah-gong.
like all young boys, he fell in LOVE. in love with another pretty indonesian girl studying in spore. BUT GUESS WHAT? the ah-gong had other plans in mind. the ah-gong already arranged a marriage for him to some china girl he has never seen in his entire life. n handi didnt have a choice, he broke up with his gf n is getting married to that china girl this june/july i think.
damn sad lar. *sigh* i'm so angry, he (handi ) told me he had no idea how it was possible to love her (china girl he has nvr seen). i know our grandparent's marriages are all arranged but its the 21st century?! who would ever have thought this would happen now? esp. here. *shurg* i really sympathise with his plight. n giving up his girlfriend? that was the saddest part.
y couldnt he stand up to his AH GONG? WHY? and all he said was: "things aren't as simple as u think Sophia."
are things not that simple?
| 23:41
yes thats handi.
| 23:40
yes for the last time handi will be back in spore
| 23:36
