tonight i shall blog about something immature.
about how JMC is a sore loser!!!! -glare poke poke poke-
on a pleasant saturday evening, sophia ong broke jmc's high score for his downloaded puzzle bobble on his handphone.
she scored 22420!
his previous highscore was like wut? 7000?!
and he being a sore loser deleted the high score.
22420 mind you?! it took me rather long to attain that high score.
n when he deleted it, he had this goofy grin on his face.
plus he chanted: no one will ever know u got 22thousand. no one will ever know u got 22thousand.
freak that!
jonathanmarkchu is a sore loser.
i did get 22thousand.
but nevermind.
i ain't no petty person.
i shall forgive u JMC.
forgive n try to forget...................
| 23:21 Thursday, October 28, 2004
many a time, we do not treasure the things we have at hand or the important figures in our life.
however cliche this may sound.
how many of us can say "aye" to the very act of always taking advantage of your significant other.
they are the ones we lash out at when things don't go right.
because we know that at the end of the day they'd forgive us.
i, myself am guilty time and time again.
sometimes, we do certain things for the adrenalin rush, the thrill, the excitement, the fun.
without ever stopping to think of how it might affect the other person.
how it would benefit no one and only cause hurt and pain.
and when the person realises what you've done or the mistake u've made or the wrong u've committed.
u try covering up with the lamest of excuses.
and even try pushing the blame to someone or something.
perhaps...
to have a better stronger relationship.
whatever you do... u have to think not for one but rather for two.
so make wise choices in your actions and decisions.
don't let the other party get hurt unnecessarily.
| 23:10 Wednesday, October 27, 2004
up up and away....
i want to fly.
to fly to a land where the sun never stops shining (and we don't get sweaty armpits from the humidity.)
i want to soar...
to soar to a place where your every whim and fancy is indulged. (n when u snap your fingers together, a glass of yummy frozen strawberry martini appears on cue.)
i want to find...
to find a golden lamp with a genie that grants infinite wishes. (so i can get first class honours without studying. muahaha.)
i want to run...
to run straight into the arms of brad pitt in Troy. (did u farken see that taut ass? hubba hubba.)
earth to sophia. earth to sophia.
| 23:45 Tuesday, October 26, 2004
have u ever wondered what it felt like to kiss someone of your own sex/gender?
i'm not lesbian.
i'm just curious.
wouldnt it be the same as kissing yourself?
truthfully, which girl doesnt always walk down the street n check out hot girls.
do u see straight guys checking out other guys? nopes.
but girls check out other girls all the freaking time.
so maybe, deep down, we have slight lesbian tendencies.
i mean SLIGHT.
i am very happy with the boy i am with now.
he satisfies me in every aspect.
but, to kiss another girl.
now thats something different altogether.
something new.
not that i want to try it.
but i'm curious.
would it be any different?
| 23:12 Monday, October 25, 2004
there are days u freaking wanna kill him.
there are days cannot contain your excitement when you're going to meet him.
there are days u dont feel like seeing him.
there are days all u want to do is lie down and cuddle in his arms.
there are days u quarrel over petty matters.
there are days u love him more.
there are days u love him less.
there are moments u freaking hate him.
there are days of heated arguments and shouts.
there are days of lotsa affectionate gestures.
there are days of ups.
there are days of downs.
but today, well today, i want to finally tell u......................
tonight u'll know.
-grin-
i'm feeling manja. (is that the correct spelling?)
| 13:41 Friday, October 22, 2004
the in-between of my big toe and my 2nd toe hurt.
its either my skin's too dry there or my new pretty slippers are rubbing too hard against the skin.
i think its the former.
why?
because how can such a thing as pretty new slippers hurt your feet?
makes sense doesnt it.
-marvels at my own amazing logic-
whatever sophia. whatever.
| 01:08 Wednesday, October 20, 2004
there're some days u wake up not to the beautiful chirping sounds of the bird.
but rather to the sounds of the bloody drilling of your neighbour's renovation going on.
u know deep down that it ain't gonna be a good day.
then u recall the nightmare that woke u up in cold sweat.
about some female ghost clad in white with her unkempt hair chasing u round your sch in the wee hours of the night.
merely reinforces the fact it most probably isn't going to be a good day.
then u feel an aching pain at the side of your neck.
u slept in the wrong position the entire night thus resulting in a stiff neck.
turning your head is an absolute torture.
why today of all days? a good day it is not.
i do not like today. period.
| 22:59
i want to watch the vagina monologues.
i want i want i want.
but i'm too bloody lazy to move my ass down to the old parliament house to get it. (like how far sial?!)
but what if i go all the way there, then all the tickets are sold out?
how how how?
arrgh.
oh............. heh. sorry.
i just read the webbie that u can book the tickets via email or phone.
ahhh....
the joys of technology.
-smiles in satisfaction-
| 01:22 Tuesday, October 19, 2004
us. polaroid picture.
| 23:47
why did the chicken cross the road?
because it wanted to get to the other side.
i never found the humour in that joke.
if it is supposed to be a joke.
it is right?
it is a joke right?
bah.
| 10:31 Monday, October 18, 2004
notice he's never properly smiling in ANY of his pics.
| 11:21
our fortnightly ritual. freaking fierce right?! which part of SMILE do u not understand. -poke-
| 11:21
rachel... dont shy can. pretend pretend only. -grin-
| 11:20
lets boogie the night away.
| 11:19
my favourite ah beng.
| 11:19 Thursday, October 14, 2004
sometimes i stare at my clothes hanging in my wardrobe.
realising how many pieces of clothing i buy on a whim.
"just whack ah, buy lar".
and then i never use them.
NEVER. not once.
or sometimes i use them just once.
ONCE. and never again.
-sigh-
i use the same few pieces of clothing that i like over and over and over again.
which makes it seem like i only have like what? 5 pieces of clothing?
i call it favouritism.
i like the colour white. so majority of the tops in my wardrobe are white.
perhaps i'm being biased against other colours.
Lynnette says she does the same thing and shares roughly the same views.
like she only wears one portion of her wardrobe.
so i'm not the only one.
jon declares this post bimbotic.
hello? every girl is entitled to moments like this.
but when u think about the people in india having no money to buy food, clothes seem like such a small insignificant matter to the bigger picture in life.
shite. my conscience is acting up again.
SHHHHHHH..... arrgh. shuddup sophia's conscience. shuddup. so irritating.
and yes jon, im bimbotic (sometimes). fine fine fine.
| 23:11 Monday, October 11, 2004
now u dont see it!
| 23:42
now u see it!
| 23:41
after "project blackforest" and fen's piercing!
| 23:40
today was a splendid day, what more can i say? :)
| 01:44 Saturday, October 09, 2004
when something new comes along.
its always nice, fresh and exciting.
but no matter what it is, its novelty will wear off.
it won't seem so interesting after that anymore.
sad to say, this is reality.
soon, it'll either fall into routine or merely be something u don't do anymore or kept right at the back of your storeroom.
but it certainly would be nice to have that initial feelings back again.
| 19:40
my 2 SIM kakis and i were waiting for our food during break. when i spotted this girl who used to be their classmate. a relatively sweet girl albeit, a little nerdy.
DISCLAIMER:everything in the conversation below was said in jest.
ME: aye, why didnt u guys hang out with her back in jc? i thought u guys classmates all.
friend A: yah actually she's pretty nice eh.
friend B: yeps kinda nice.
---- S I L E N C E-----
friend B: oh look, the food's coming!
ME: i know why u guys don't hang out with her... cuz you guys think she's not "cool" enough for you right. heh. don't think i don't know. heheheheh.
---- S I L E N C E ----
friend A: no.
friend B: hahahaha. heh. eh.. no lar.
ME: i admit ok. its HUMAN NATURE to pick friends. so i understand. stop decieving yourselves.
friend A: no we actually begged her to be in our clique!! but we're not "cool" enough for her.
ME and friend B -rolls eyes- : not funny.
friend B: aye sophia...u're also not cool enough wut. we're just being nice and kind ok. -pokes ME-
ME: oh wow. thank you for extending your "kindness". why didn't you extend it to her then?
---- S I L E N C E ----
friend A and friend B: wah lau sophia... we wanna kill you ok.
hahahahhahaahahhahahahhahahahaha.
so its human nature to pick friends.
so stop decieving yourselves friend A and friend B.
i protect your identities all.
u better thank me ar.
heheheh. -winks-
| 09:32 Friday, October 08, 2004
that low-blow dealt, so hard, so unexpected.
the sinking feeling, right smack at the pit.
don't evade me, sleep.
not tonight, of all nights.
| 01:41 Thursday, October 07, 2004
WOMAN? where have u died-ed to? how long i havent seen u already? please call. haha.
| 11:17
lately, i've been thinking alot about the future.
the uncertainty of it all.
sure, school's a blast.
but when you're in school.
everything's provided.
clothes, money, food, fees, transportation, bills.
all those daily necessities are more or less taken care of by your parents.
but there'll come a day...
where all these have to be taken care of by ourselves.
we gotta work for it.
pay our own bills.
make our own plans...
THF FUTURE.
what kind of job will u have?
who'll be your spouse?
will your life be smooth sailing or one riddled with problems?
your house, your car?
children? how many?
will they be smart, will they be......
then i started hummin that song.
que sera, que sera. whatever will be will be.
i don't know the exact lyrics but the way i felt was along those lines.
i'm quite scared of what the future holds but the anticipation of it all does seem exciting.
ain't it?
| 11:00 Monday, October 04, 2004
i know this sounds strange.
but have u ever sat down and wondered..
why are you, you?
like why do u look the way u do?
why is it you go through certain shit?
why were u born into your family?
there has to be a reason right?
a reason why everything turned out this way.
when i was younger. like 7 or 8.
i used to think before i go to bed...
if God made me, then who made God?
WHO? its an interesting question isn't it.
are we just pawns in someone's game?
or do we exist to fulfill a greater purpose.
i believe in God.
yes i do.
i just want some questions answered.
| 10:32
