neither black, nor white. just grey.

Saturday, July 31, 2004

a certain part of me wants companionship.
another part of me wants freedom.

so which do i choose?

i went to church last night with jeremy n yuan.
for the first time, i saw how my friends worshipped, prayed and listened to the msg.
i could never imagine them having such conviction and sincerity.
i mean u see the person ji-siaoing u.
u see the ppl you kid around with.
the people u laugh, watch movies n talk cock with.
and suddenly theyre transformed. a world of difference.

oh well, church changes people.
yuanyuan used to be so anti. but now he's like the one bugging me to go to church.
*laughs* all the reasons he gave when i used to invite him now its the other way round.
i'm suprised.
very suprised.