neither black, nor white. just grey.

Tuesday, July 20, 2004

i'm 19.
so yar.
wtf?! 19?!!
it suddenly HIT me.
its the freaking last year of my TEENAGE life.
TEENAGE mind u.
like once u hit 20, you're a young ADULT.

what have i accomplished?
i can only say: i passed my PSLE, passed my Olevels, passed my Alevels. (note: passed not SCORED)
is that ALL to life?
so yes, i've mucked around my entire year, doing pretty much nothing.
and...
i moaned n groaned about my break-up.
then my friend asked me:"eh soph, u wanna spend the last teenage yr of your life moaning n groaning about some guy who isn't moaning n groaning about u and has moved on ages ago?"
shucks.
thats SO true.

i certainly do not want to look back and see that last yr of my teenage life as one where i was miserable n like depressed or whatever.
so yes, there's so much more to life.
so many people to meet.
so many places to travel.
so many questions that has to be answered.
so many things to try.
so many delicacies i have yet to taste.
feelings to explore.
and new experiences.

phuck?! what am i waiting for?
i'm game for anything now.
erm, except getting bitten by a snake, or trekking through an icy mountaintop..
oh yes, NO asking me to like go to some jungle and camp and NO sex. haha.
i'm more into the leisure and luxury kinda thing.
freak, now i sound bimbotic.
but i'm sure u understand lar huh?