neither black, nor white. just grey.

Thursday, July 15, 2004

this is a poem gabe darling wrote for me. he was always there when i was at my lowest. thanks gabe, i luff u.
u'll always be my bestest buddy boy! *hugs* can i be your "bestman" or in this case "bestowman" when u get married? *grin* he really knows how i feel. i dont know how come you're always there to send some really comforting sms or tell me his funny life experiences to make me laugh.

I can’t help the way my heart breaks for you.
I can’t help the tears i cry.
That you could have ever been so low,
Makes me wonder how you didn’t die.
In pain and blood spilt from that big heart.
A glimpse of your life.
A glimpse of your troubles.
Makes me realise my own are silly.
And that really i live in a bubble.
No one died.
No one hurts they way you did.
I can’t help the way my teeth clench for you,
I can’t help tears i cry,
I can’t help the burst of anger,
That makes me want them all to fuck n die