neither black, nor white. just grey.

Wednesday, August 11, 2004

when u meet someone.
someone who intrigues u and fascinates u all at the same time.
suddenly u lose all inhibitions and wonder whats gotten into u.
where's the rational sophia?
where's the cautious sophia?
but just the thrill of suddenly rushing into something u've never done before.
the adrenalin rush that sets your heart pumping.
the warning signals in your brain goes off.
but all u do is lose ALL rational/logical thoughts.
ur brain says no but every other part of you says: why, no? why, not?
i admit i have my apprehensions. countless of 'em.
and i have no freaking idea what the hell has gotten into me.
i have changed.
i need some serious help.
or maybe i just need to trust something other than my brain just for once.
i'm frightened.
what if? what if?
is what u say true?
should i trust u?
i'm gullible and maybe a little naive.
i mean i'm just your plain average jane.
nothing outta the special.
i just hope u don't lie.
thats all i pray.