neither black, nor white. just grey.

Thursday, September 16, 2004

my birthday is rather early in the year.
which means that while everyone is now finally going to turn 19 or just recently turned 19.
i'll be 20 soon.
shit.
when i used to be a kid, it was sucha nice feeling to be older than your friends.
like: "hahaha u 8 years old only. i 9 already!!! so u must listen to me cuz i'm older than u."
now.......
my friends go:"soph, i'll be enjoying the last year of my teenage life while u're no longer a teen. hahahahaha."

thanks guys.
thank you for your kind consoling words.
so touched.

i don't want to grow up so soon.
when i was 13, i wanted to be 16.
when i was 16, i wanted to be 18.
now i'm 19, i wanna be 18 all over again.

but of cuz, there're days where i wished i'm 28.
driving a nice convertible, and having loads of cash to splash around.
but thats another dream altogether.