neither black, nor white. just grey.

Tuesday, March 08, 2005

nobody knows the exact thoughts that flow through your brain.
nobody will ever know if u don' tell.
the thoughts when you're walking home alone at night.
your personal thoughts regarding certain situations.
fantasies played out in your mind.
your mind is indeed your personal playground.
everybody is complicated.
you can backstab someone.
you can think evil thoughts.
you can think nice thoughts.
you can agree, disagree, debate, wonder, ponder, laugh, cry, whine.
have an imaginary friend.
play out beautiful scenes that u know will never ever in this lifetime happen.
everything will run smoothly, the way u want it to.
because its all in your head.
there won't be unhappy, unwanted interruptions or a change of plans.
its my best friend.
it keeps all the naughty nasty dirty awful secrets without breathing a word.
it will never never betray, backstab, or hate me.
and its mine mine 100% totally mine and not a single soul can steal it from me.
i feel happy just having such a thought.
ahh.. another thought.

its a wonderful place to be in.
and my friends always chide me for stoning.
now they know better.