Tuesday, March 22, 2005
PEP TALK!these past 2 weeks have been crazy.
but now its all settled.
i'm so much happier.
there's a lightness of being.
perhaps from all that lifted burden.
dont take it the wrong way please.
so yes, its time to get my life in order.
study study study.
thats the main thing thats been weighing on my mind.
so yes i screwed my O's, and also my A's.
so now i'm stuck where i dont really wanna be.
but am i going to screw this up yet again?
i say NO.
NO NO NO.
yeah right sophia, all talk and no action again eh?
always say wanna study.
but this time, its going to be different.
-punches fist into air and does the pelvic thrust-
ok u know i screwed up my O's because i was so overwhelmed by my puppy love.
i was so crazy about him.
we spent everyday together after school..
watchin him play half-life, lounging infront of his room's tv for hours on end, fiddling with his violin and basically doint NOTHING.
i screwed up my A's because i was so busy with my "i think he's the guy i might marry".
we were in town/siglap/eastcoast everyday.
eating, chillling, shopping, reading at borders, lounging in his house, watching dvds.
play play play.
him him him.
fun fun fun.
in the end.
boo-hoo-hoo.
so now.. in university..........
i'm not going to let any guy/friend/whateverthingamajig screw my exams up.
uh-uh.
ok.
so its like less than 2 months to my exams.
better start now now now. i mean NOW.
bye.
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