Saturday, April 09, 2005
the monotony of it all.
i would love to blog and say..
i've done this and that.
went here and there.
shopped and shopped.
led a fun-filled, action-packed, happening week.
but no.
i wake up at 12.30pm everyday.
bathe, washup.
head down to the nearest quiet place to try to bury myself in books.
but usually..
ending up at starbucks.
staring at the sky.
wondering about the meaning of life and the purpose of our existence.
drinking that same damn tazo english breakfast tea every single time because i'm a poor student.
and, i enjoy it.
sitting there..
people watching.
laughing.
discussing how our fats are being cultivated as we sit there, unmoving.
only getting up to go to the loo or get more tea.
with my legs folded.
just plainly enjoying the company i'm with.
i used to think i thrive on excitement.
of latenights and loudmusic.
perhaps i still do.
but i think its time for a long long rest.
to do the simple things.
to be able to trust someone without thinking he/she has an ulterior motive.
growing pains.
it hurts.
i find myself becoming so impure.
so polluted.
so sceptical.
perhaps i could stand in the rain.
and it will wash away all my unhealthy thoughts.
my scepticism.
my anger at the world.
i want to see the world and notice the greenery, the happy smiles of the children, the excited chattering of students, the chemistry of couples.
not for the drab grey buldings, the fumes of the exhaust, or the deep tired lines on the old man's face.
i see the glass half empty now.
i want to see it half full.
this post is about nothing.
yet about something,that is missing.
and i want to find it.
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