Monday, May 30, 2005
REALTIONSHIPS.
the word that has pretty much has been on the lips of my friends recently.
some just climbing out from a broken one, hurt/delusioned.
others just relieved to be out of it.
that big R word, i feel.
is so much more than commitment.
to me, its easy peasy to commit.
u dont want me to see other guys? sure.
u dont want me to even talk/msn/email/sayhi to any other guy? no problem.
i have made such sacrifices and i don't see any problem with sticking to one guy and not straying.
but to me, the problem is accepting his shit whole.
every guy has bad habits/problems/emotional baggage.
i can handle that.
but if it boils down to being clingy/sticky/attention seeking/quarreling about why i dont call u.
i cant handle it. i lose it.
(yeah i admit, i dislike guys who use crying as a tool. cry over small things. hello?! i think one person -thegirl- crying in the rship is enough for 2.)
so fucken irritating. yeah i have to use the F word here.
i admit i have once been a sticky girlfriend. (to the frustration of mr.ifinallygotahaircut heheh)
and it made the both of us miserable.
so now my perspectives have changed.
i want my freedom, i'd give you yours.
if u wanna poopoo outside, clean it up, dont let me ever find out.
because i believe, if he does cheat, and it was only for one night. (dont make it a habit lar)
in the morning, he'd wake up n come running back to me.
that girl wont ever matter again. (ideal eh?)
but if there's a 3rd party. then i'd say to u, pick her.
i wanna leave the rship immediately.
why drag on n make myself feel miserable right? no point.
i'm glad to be single.
after nearly 3 years of falling in and out of failed rships.
finally i have a breather.
phew.
goodfliend (AJM) quote of the day "good horse never eat last time grass."
meaning: never go back to your ex-es bitch.
hahahahahaha.
16the June 2005/3rd month anniversary of a pact AJM and i made. :) aye girl, its gonna be 3 months real soon.
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