neither black, nor white. just grey.

Thursday, June 30, 2005

alright.
i think i'm being really retarded.
but i really need to let off some steam.

i think what mei said was true.
if i'm overwhelmed and bowled over.
i do not stop to think or even breathe.
i'm not in any way the patient sort that likes and enjoys things to slowly and carefully progress.
the tendency to jump into something blindfolded is really sky-high.

the typical sophia goes:
oh yeah.
i'm feeling a rush of blood to my head.
this is so exciting.
i have apprehensions.
but its ok, lets try now and think later.

this formula so does not work.
oh someone, please slap me.
the last time something like that happened.
i nearly wrecked my own future and not to mention, LIFE.

friends.
mei strongly recommends that.
to be friends is best, for the longest possible time it takes.
n yeah, thats what i'll be.
a GOOD friend.
thank you very much.