Friday, July 01, 2005
the sotong and i made a 1 year pact to remain single.
terms and condtions apply- no boyfriends
- no little flings
- no rubba rubba-ing with guys at clubs
the only exception thats allowed?
- the right to flirt with non-interested parties.
such as other girls, salesmen so as to get a better price. blah blah blah.
BUT the sotong.
is going to break that pact today.
i can feel it in my veins.
heheheh.
i'm happy for her.
he's nice.
he's sweet, sensitive, very fatherly (i mean make a good father lar), he has a dress sense, beefy (i like! but the sotong wants him to be slightyly fitter, but i PREFER BEEFY lor) but its ok, he's enlisting to be a commando this sept.
and with all due respect, anyone can tell he's mesmerised by my best girlfriend.
he calls me to ask me if i know what time she's coming back to spore when she leaves on a short trip overseas.
he demanded to know the details of our pact.
he takes care of her when she gets high, dancing around retardedly by herself in one corner.
he does alot of other amazingly saccharine sweet things which i'm lazy too type down.
but of course,
being the great girlfriend that i am.
(she owes me a big big treat if she breaks the pact)
he asked me if i wanted her to be with him.
i naturally said i want the BIG BIG treat instead of telling him how much i'd miss her if she got together with him.
so he should know what to do lar eh?
but deep down,
i am sad.
her having a boyfriend means 3quarters of her time will be spent with him.
AND
the last one quarter of the time left, i'll have to share with her work, her home time yada yada.
i remember how its like.
when both of us had a boyfriend.
we can go without contact for 2 weeks straight.
she'd be busy with her own stuff.
and i'd be busy with mine.
then we'd (out-of-the-blue) remember each other and start calling and meeting up again.
then absorb ourselves back into our own lives again until another 2 weeks passed.
a very vicious cycle indeed.
so many of my friends have boyfriends/ girlfriends.
some others. starting school, working.
i depend on marc, my fellow disillusioned friend.
who promised a fun-filled saturday at sentosa.
with his golden retriever.
but he lar, also always busy.
dating 1 to a dozen girls.
so he finally decided he's free for me.
haha.
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